No not the TV series…I just feel lost somehow. I know where I am at the moment. For the past 10 months I’ve been taking things as they are, not really planning on things, just taking life as it is…but now I’ve come to a point where two things in my past have got me thinking about where I am and where I want to go to next.
Thanks to Facebook, I saw my old friends from PSE and my batchmates in highschool. I saw old familiar faces and I remember all the fun we used to have.
I came from an all girls school run by Franciscan nuns. During my four years in Stella Maris College, I felt I had a very sheltered life. It was all fun and studies, and prayers…lots of prayers and we even have “prayer diaries” which Sister georgina would check daily to see if we went to mass, prayed our rosaries, went to confession…etc. It was our regular routine, but we also had a lot of fun. Being with girls my age, I lost my shyness and enjoyed talks about boys, the New Kids on the Block, collecting Teen Magazines, and hanging out at the big acacia tree. Now thanks to Facebook, some of them got together after what…16-17 years for a little reunion and shared some of the pictures….and how I wished I was there (I had work and I couldnt go). But I know that they would hopefully organize another one again.
Now my old friends from PSE have also popped up on facebook. I remember how excited I was to go “corporate”, dressing up and hanging out at fancy bars and restaurants after office. It was stressful but we, Boots and I partied hard too! Now I am reminded that 10 years had passed. These blasts from the past made me think about my “career” and where I would like this to go to…I havent really thought about it yet…and that’s why I feel lost.
I’m happy, I’m not stressed at work, I stay up late, wake up early and sleep in the afternoon. My son is having a pictorial at one of the kids magazine tomorrow evening. It would be for their September issue, but my son is thrilled because he’ll get to see the magazine’s editors and writers which he always talks about.
I have a lot of thinking and planning to do. (and a lot of coffee too!) And hopefully do a makeover on this blog too…



















